I feel most of my problems will disappear with a snap if I somehow become a ghost. Not literally but someone nobody talks about. I have some ideas about what might be the things that may be required to become like that. Like I have to become very non interesting boring person. But for reason I haven't been able to achieve it even remotely. Now any input in that direction will be highly appreciated. It doesn't necessarily have to be a discussion but even any links or documents will be very very appreciated. It's about doing the social engineering on myself. And curing all my problems which are 99% social. Please help because I need your engineering to help me.

This is a repetition of an old post with same content except this stanza. I am re-posting it in the same server, because I believe this server must have changed within this time, like many people left/became inactive amd many new social engineers joined and might have become super active. So hoping to get new ideas, opinios, new types of info and support. For the comments on the old post, I implemented almost all of them as much I could and still striving for perfection. But I believe there is still something missing. Don't worry of repeating anything that was already commented in the 1st post. Let your ideas flow and I believe I will be benifited from your input.